Why does it feel so good to cry sometimes? Why do I llllove to feel exhausted like I do?

I slept until about 1:07 pm today. It was magnificent.

I had plans to go see Minds Interrupted with a homie, and woke up with texts from her to confirm our plans.... then like an hour and a half before the play she texts me that she just feels like staying in tonight and would I like to come over?

And I'm like, um, no, I'm still going to that play!

I ended up going by myself, and I'm soooo glad I didn't puss out 'cuz it was truly moving. It was a series of monologues about mental health, and I was really very touched.

No one spoke of OCD or any eating disorders, mostly schizophrenia and depression.... very touching. There were a bunch-o-cops in the audience, I'd say, about a fuck-ton.

I was for sure one of the youngest people in the audience, there I was with my blonde hair and short skirt and black eye liner, silent tears, nodding along as the spoke.